Today- my little white girl was sent away to a better home. After a week of interviews, I finally found a wonderful woman who welcomed this little darling with open arms. And so it became time for me to say goodbye. Her time here would be cut short- and the children were antsy to kidnap a full white (prized) dog for their own. So this morning I tucked her away in the side of my parka, zipped her into my body, and took a twenty-five mile trip by fourwheeler to the airport. It was an exhausting ride for both of us. Her sweet little nose peeped in and out of the frigid wind to check the scenery, and she slept curled into my warmth most of the way. When we arrived, a crate was waiting from her future 'mum'. I placed her inside and said goodbye. There were many tears whiped away and I faught the gulp in my throat with all of my strength. She cried a little- and so did I. But in my heart I know she is going to a home without the terror of children or the impatience of a Coho. I'm happy, and sad, but most of all grateful fate fell into a place to bring this love into my home and have her sent away to an even better one...
Happenings of My Pup
The pup has finally officially calmed down. She's adorable and precious and finally showing affection for the human kind. For one week now I have been searching for a home for her. I want her to be loved as dearly as she should be. She's absolutely priceless. She has four phases. When she awakes she's very calm, cuddly, and in dier need of kisses. But after a few minutes the energy renewel has hit full force and playing ensues. So we play- for many hours, until she begins to get hungry. She's learned if she goes to the stache of moose scraps on the porch and sits- she will be fed. So she piles on the food- in a way that even a starving dog would eat- and then more playing ensues. She gets hyper and hyper and more and more ridiculously wild until finally- literally within a minute she goes from a tumbling toddler of excitement to the sleepiest baby in the world. And she sleeps- so sweetly, until the habitual actions can become evident once again.
Dreaming of Forever
Do you believe in soulmates? I always thought my heart belonged someone. Whether or not I'll ever garuentee that they're a part of life is uncertain. But I know that within, I'm searching for them- and perhaps a moment will appear when they will become a part of me in a way I have never experienced. I like the idea of forever, but I don't know if I believe in it. I like the idea of someone who flawlessly fits together with me. I'm in love with the aspect of love. And my hopeless romantic heart wants to think that it has an equal. My views on marriage are minimal, if that. I don't appreciate the idea. My views on permanent love are... undefined. I want it, yearn for it, could live my life with it- but I don't need it. I think I could spend my life happily without it. And yet, for some reason, it's an ever so evident part of my dreams...
The Pup's Habits
The pup has learned the habits of this home. She and Coho both run to the door now when I peek outside, slide across the wood floor, and await by the moose meat for chunks to be cut off and thrown in their favor. She knows where her blanket is when she wants to sleep, and where Coho's is (and how she is not allowed there). She's trusted me enough to fall asleep in my arms, and loved me enough to give kisses almost constantly. And I have to admit, the idea of not keeping her is aching in my heart. I've taken Coho without my landlords permission and yet another female dog will not sit well with the higher power...
Awaiting Hallows Eve
The idea of Hallows Eve has consumed me. To me, it's a day of rebirth. The dead visit earth and it's the one chance to say all of the things you forgot to say- to the people you love and lost. It's a day when candles light the way home for people you care about, and children visit in exchange for gifts. The childrens energies renew the house, give a good aura, and keep innocence in order as spirits also walk in and out the front door. I love such a day- and always give the most extravegant gifts. This year I am even more excited, as I have officially gotten a very good amount of gifts to give, candles to light, and spirits I hope to meet.
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