Somedays I think the cold is looming because it dwells in places of negativity. My mind has not been as upbeat as usual. I fight quite hard to find the inner peace my brain craves. For the most part I'm content. But alas this cold is eating away my warmth and leaving the coldest parts of me exposed. I shunned children today. How could I do such a thing? They arrived at my doorstep and I sent them away with heavy hearts. I don't know what has come of me. I'm not the kind to think I'm too busy for kids. In fact I typically drop everything around me to spend time in the presence of innocence. I do not know why today I chose to look the other way and busy myself with adult-like stuff. It's quite a shame that I did. For perhaps their company is exactly what I needed...
